What does it mean to be alive?
I have asked myself this question many times. You could go with the biology defintion: to grow, reproduce, and consume. But I don't want to grow. I don't want to reproduce. And I don't want to consume, although it is necessary.
But I want to live.
I want to stay at this place in time forever, 15 years old, innocent to the terrors of the world. I don't want responsibility. I don't want to fall in love. I don't want to die.
I want to be real. I want to find my...